From the recording The Great Big Lie
So, I’ve been kind of second-guessing (seventh guessing)
the way I portray every part of…
You know, kinda what I know to be missing.
Not, not like a… Not caught in a lie, just.. (caught in a lie)
Just like a… A senseless, warped kind of reality…
(Just a senseless warped reality)
Of wishing it to be true.
I keep the real me… within. You know, inside.
To not be seen, or… or judged really.
It’s just enough to keep my head above the water.
Mainly, to be left alone by this beautiful…
crazy… messed up… world.
Is it just an escape to come back to whatever the hell,
that we’re running from anyways?
I… I don’t know.
I keep it inside.
And it’s safer that way… For me.
(For me…For me…For me…)